I know some of you probably think I was scare-mongering when I wrote Maurice the Feline, and I know there are many MCat users out there who take the drug without more than mild side-effects – but spare a thought for the poor sod who apparently came back from university for Christmas, took mephedrone, then stabbed his mother and cut off his own penis.
The story sounds bizarre, but national newspapers ran it and I can’t find anything disproving it. And I can’t say, in the time I have been working with mephedrone users, that it comes as a huge surprise to me. Despite some young MCat users responding with claims that “there’s no way MCat could do that”, I have seen the scary impact the drug can have on the mind. A serious psychotic episode, with no previous mental health history, is something I have unfortunately witnessed more than once – and that’s only from the cohort of people who come to the attention of drug services. I would imagine, behind closed doors, there are many people suffering from from paranoid and suicidal thoughts, and all the horrifying and damaging behaviours that come alongside them.
I am doing my best to set up some testing facilities – because, at the end of the day, no-one currently knows what they are taking. At least if you know something has not sent you crazy once, you have a greater chance of avoiding a negative experience thereafter. But please do not underestimate the potential this drug, or group of drugs, can have on your mental health. If you have any previous issues with your mental state, or any history of psychosis in your family, I would genuinely advise you to steer entirely clear – but, unfortunately, these factors are not strong enough indicators, in the case of this drug, that all will be well.
And as for the poor guy in the news – although I would not like having to heal the relationship with my mother after I’d tried to kill her, nor would I want to embark on a life with a mutilated, floppy todger, I would rather face either of these futures than live with paranoid psychosis. Let’s just hope he hasn’t triggered off something that lasts a lifetime.